Hell is Hate

I was just thinking, about how horrible the idea Hell is. I always read in the Bible about forgiveness and grace. To burn in hell eternity, for whatever reason just seems so scary. Even unfair for Hitler. How can a God that loves us so much punish so harshly? How? At times I feel like I don’t know what I want to believe. Who would want to serve a God like that? Is it God’s way or the hell way? I mean the Bible talks so much about compassion, but the concept of hell is on the total other end of the spectrum. I have always been told not to lean on my own understanding, but I don’t want to believe the concept of hell is true. I do think that scripture could have been manipulate for government. I’ve done some studies and it’s been proven. It just doesn’t add up, a loving God and hateful God, as hell can only be hateful. The thing that I find most unfair about the concept of hell is that your fate it depended on Faith. Faith, I don’t even have anything concrete to stand on, yet I could pay the price of hell FOR ETERNITY.